inside me

2006-01-04T02:38:00.000-08:00

second days aren't as bad as first days of school....so yes I LIVE haha again...barely.... yeah -.-HOW WILL I EVER LIVE ON?? oh well... CARA not another lung infection aww MAN and on orientation camp.... shit man i feel your pain.... well HOPE U GET BETTER! haha... and hmm not much to say 2day.... haven't eaten a thing for the whole day so far.... NO I AM NOT ANEROXIC like *cough* ele *cough* hehe KIDDING KIDDING but ele is so damn skinny... hard not to belive that she is you know....a crazy ass aneroxic girl so yeah....NOT TRYING TO OFFEND YOU ELE haha dun get so up tight about this stuff yeah? oh wells.... I HATE YOU ALL WHO ARE IN MG !!! well not really but still....i wonder how charmaine is doing....i lost her number.. SHIT i better find out before she's convinced that i've forgotten her haha i am not so mean... >.< haha ok anyway gtg lie down SO FICKING TIRED BUH BYE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-03T01:51:00.000-08:00

first days at a new school SUCK ASS!!! sigh i have a huge headache....)): and toking to kerianne can get boring....no offence keri! haha i miss cara! and charmaine! anddamnnit i miss likim.. yes likim watch that ego....haha.... lucky ass bitches! i wanna go to mg! i neeeed to go to mg...FICK. GIVE ME MG NOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh..... i think all of them are gonna forget me by this friday....KATH WHO?!?!?!?! )): ergh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go back or i will kill myself! sigh i'm gonna go rest.... before i have to go back to ma hell hole again.... buh bye bitches!

2006-01-01T18:59:00.000-08:00

hey school starts tomorrow so this may be my last post for god knows how long )): everyday of this week i'll be coming home late ARGHHH sigh sigh.... i'm too depressed to eat right now... i've been listening to good charlotte over and over and over again haha it's GOOOODD as usual :D haha i had a dream a bout benji the other night good charlotte came to singapore haha it was just like the gc concert i went to just i broke into the 'changing room' or whatever haha and i met the guys!!! and benji! and joel and billay and paul!!!!!!SO COOL! i want to dream about that MORE! sigh....good charlotte!!! the pic is damn tiny !!!! hmph! sigh sigh! i'm hooked on the song don't wanna stop! haha it's driving my parents crazy... woo! haha ok i gtg mourn the start of another school year now so BUH BYE BITCHES

2005-12-31T22:07:00.000-08:00

gc! all the way!
tongue!!!!
o.000 haha niiice
well my bro's friends are here AGAIN walau...no tv for me )): boo hoo oh well i don't give a shit i'm on the com 24/7 now haha...so it doesn't really matter i guess haha WTF they have teens choice awards.... NOW fuck la haha i wanna watch >.< but my bro's friends are here....damn them and their xbox.... hmmm..... i feel like uploading a pic haha... pierre is cool!!! haha... this pic is funny ((: school starts in 2 days....)): whygod why?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??! NOOOOOOOOO!!!! i don't wanna go to school....shiiieeeetttttttttt....i'll upload another pic to make me happier
pierre takes the weirdest photos haha....hmm another pic!!!from gc this time!! haha ok gtg now buh bye bitches!

2005-12-30T19:11:00.000-08:00

i'm listening to 'animal city' by shakira haha it's not bad i prefer 'don't bother' though haha oh haha i was having a convo with ele ok here it is :
ele: hey i think you'll have alot of dates
me: wtf?!?!??! why???
ele: well cuz alot of acs junior/pri/bkr boys already have gfs and anything could happen in a neighbourhood school
me: FAIRFIELD IS NOOOOOOOTTT! A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL!!!!!!!
yeah i get very uptight when ppl say it's a neighbourhood school cause well it's NOT and i don't wanna date and even if i did which i don't my parents won't ALLOW and this is fairfield not acs... the guys there can be kinda 'he-sluts' haha no offence yeah....haha....but i was like WHAT THE FUCK!??!?!??! when she sed i would go on many dates....ME??!?!?! hahah well you can eat my jizz man..... haha oki gtg buh bye bitches >.<

2005-12-30T05:51:00.000-08:00

well the new year starts in one day and school starts in four days....this is not a very good thing by the way....i don't wanna start school...for a few reasons...a) it's pointless b) barely any friends besides KERI haha and last but hell definitely not least c)i have to wake up earlier cuz my new school is further away.... WHY ME GOD?!?! WHY ME DAMMNIT! sigh sigh.... oh well i gotta get over myself haha yeah i do ): but i don't wanna! haha i wanna go back to mg sec with cara and charlotte and i wish charmaine were there too! and i would curse and swear with charmaine and laugh my ass off with cara and go and poke people with charlotte! holy crap i'm looking back... sigh....shit laaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHH! farkkkk i have tried to stop swearing as a new year's resolution.... and also become one of those study nerds but both resolutions have not made very good progress cause i haven't studied at all ok maybe a few hours but besides that no....and i am cursing even more these days.... and i've picked up the phrase (courtesy of my idiot brother) 'BALLS LA YOU!' haha yes when i say balls i mean you know BALLS haha.... yeah so anywayz i think i'm gonna go wollow in my self pity for now so buh bye bitches!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-26T22:40:00.000-08:00

argh i lost my handphone today well actually it was stolen along with my mp3 yeahh sucky eh? yes yes very very very sucky indeed....my dad's quitepissed off with me....yeahh he refuses to talk to me sonow i refuse to talk to him :D yeah yeah i know i'm a stubborn ass haha i think...oh but i'm getting a new handphone and mp3 yeah i know lucky haha thank god i got my mama! haha yeahh my mama! but things are kinda bad right now... hmm.... i'll go run away from home and join the circus yeah....i'll be the bearded lady haha i'm waiting for likim to come online or cara.... sigh.... haha i feel very uneasy right now....i have this sinking feeling tha my dad's gonna do something bad....out of anger -.= yeahh i'm pretty scared right now...haha yeah but that's just me oh wait ok my dad isn't mad anymore woo papa! haha yay woots dots yeahh dots ok i'm gonna go now haha buh bye ma bitchesssssssssssssss

2005-12-26T03:51:00.000-08:00

helloo!!! haha it's boxing day. never understood boxing day. i don't really care all i know is that it's a public holiday and that's enough for me hahahwell nothing interesting happened today. ahaha i got MR.BRIGHTSIDE from likim haha it's a remix i think haha sounds different but still nice haha...CUZ I'M MR.BRIGHTSIDE..... haha niiiiiice yeahhh sigh sigh.... oh yeah merry late christmas yall! hahaha dots.... >.< i'm watching charlie and the chocolate factory. willy wonka looks gay haha but he's cool....he makes da candies! haha yeah. ok now i'm listening to st.jimmy also from likim haha yeahhh haha thanks likim!!!! ((: hmmm well not much to say so i guess this is goodbye! BUH BYE BITCHES! HAHA

2005-12-24T02:53:00.000-08:00

tis the season to be jolly bitches!!!!!! haha christmas dinner was GREAT haha... everything tasted sooo sooooo good now you know why i just love this season soo much.... haha but it's the season of being happy and joyous! so get into the mood! haha... sigh sigh.... i am soo stuffed of food i can hardly move.... ((: i think i'm gonna explode hehehe.... ((: i have ice cream later! haha well hmmm.....MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..... i wish good charlotte and simple plan a merry christmas eve too ! haha dots yeah lame i know.... >.< haha oohhh i gotta go! haha christmas is a busy time of year! haha buh bye bitchez!!!!!!!!!!! merry xmas eve!!

2005-12-22T02:38:00.000-08:00

well i'm back from getting my posting results....fairfield here i come.... that's not a good thing btw .... for me...not the school ok well the school shouldn't be all that happy about me going there <>well its not like i wanna go! ergh.... oh no offence.... >.<>.< i feel like a total shit head right now.... i dun wanna leave MG and ma frends like CARA haha and LIKIM and charlotte and argh!!!!! noooooo!!!!!!! ok ok think happy thought *thinks about cheese* ahhh all better hehe dots me yeah yeah keep your diaos to yourself.... cheese brings happiness to ppl! wahahah dots ok.... i'm gotta be at fairfield by erm 8.30 in da bloody morning that ain't good at all.... i have to wake up at HELL KNOWS WHEN! because fairfield isn't exactly that near my house....ARGHHH so i gots ta be early yeah?? haha dots... -.= i think i'm gonna die of depression or maybe angst if that's even possible...o.0 haha.....oh i took a quiz and apparently i'm a hard ass bitch and i'm gonna be rapped and murdered... DAMN YOU BLOOOOODDDYYYYYYY QUIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah haha freak it i ain't gettin rapped..... haha ok that's all fer now buh bye bitchez

2005-12-19T19:31:00.000-08:00

sighh so bored i've finally got the christmas prezzies...YOU WELCOMEPPL I GOT UR PREZZIES! hahaha >.< i'm so bored! i feel like calling cara but she's most likely still asleep or something hahaha yeahh lol i'll call her at like 12? I DUNNO sheesh what do u want from me!? heh??? hehe.....ok anywayz....erm well there's not much to say really m life is boring.... -.= my bro is sick so i, being the kind soul that i am, have to stay home and look after him......... diaoooo sheesh....sofa king bored right now! arghhhh ok that's it i'm gonna go call cara! ok ok maybe not.. argh shhhheeeesssshhhhh erghhhhhayyyyyyy i have nothing to do! nothing to say! my life is as boring as watching a rock!! i just made that up....bare with me haha....oh wells....i just have to rot here i suppose...i'm listening to pop princess yet again.....it's niiiice haha so cool yeahhh dots.. -.= oh wells now i guess i'm off to save the day buh bye bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-17T20:23:00.000-08:00

well i am so freaking bored so i am blogging hahaha i've been taking some quizzes and sad to say some are absolutely idiotic hahaha ok i took the 'what will happen to you in 10 minutes' quiz and it said i was gonna be attacked by pink bunnies o.- i dun get that but it cracks me up oh and i took this 'what are you destined to be or something' quiz and my result was you are destined to be ALONE what the hell?! that's a bloody shitty result...... cara is destined to save and protect the world WAHAHAHAHAHA hey superwoman my cat's stuck in a tree..... em ok haha -.= dots me ok anywayz i will not grow old alone...well that much i can only hope. boo hoo hoo. haha dots. ok hmm i'm going to my mum's office again i dunno why she just asked me to...>.<>.< haha...ok lunch awaits buh bye

2005-12-16T19:03:00.000-08:00

ok i came across this how to make a girl smile thing and i'd like to point out a few things hehe:22 ways to make a girl smile1. Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine, or sexy)well of course any girl would be flattered-.=2.Hold her hand at any moment . . .even if its just for a second. that would be kinda odd3.Kiss her on the forehead/ neck.o.O erm ookk 4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.that's kinda cooli guess5. When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.erm ok...cool?haha6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most can't argue with that.7. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with ookk niice.8 . Write her notes. (She'll love them depeands on what the note says doesn't it?9. Introduce her to family and friends . . .as your girlfriend.O.o but what if she's not your girlfriend? huh???10 . Play with her hair.wtf? that's gay...ok to a certain extent it's kinda weird11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.well if you tickle someone how the hell do u excpect them not to smile?! well i play wrestled with my bro and i punched him. does that count?12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.once again depends on what u talk about.13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.stupid jokes are cool..((: lol14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.O.0 oookkk...dots15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.dude she's just gonna bitch slap u all the way to the moon16 . Give her piggy back rides.WHAT THE HELL? YECH! DUDE GET A ROOM!17 . Bring her flowers check if she's allergic first18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.good point lol19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.erm ok.20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.i don't get this one at all.. -.=21 . Kiss her in the rain.what if we're having a drout or something? huh?HUH?22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.DOTS!

2005-12-15T18:22:00.000-08:00

heyy yalll lol... i'm at my mum's office... using the comp...it's really empty...i'm talking about the office....argh....i ate breakfast this morning...i've stopped eating breakfast for a while and now i think i'm not used to eating breakfast....i woke up at about 6.30 so freaking early in the morning and i rolled outta bed... i feel shitty now not in the good sense....haha...i am so bored! gar! hehe no one is online and it's already 10.30...well cara should be sleeping...as usual ooh sharlynn is online.... hehe... eh! i love kong! he rocks! wahahaha lol.....i need to talk online! with someone worth talking to....does that sound mean? yeah it kinda does....my mum's office is really cold...i'm freezing my ass off....brrrr..... shit i am so sleepy....yargggggggg.....must stay awake... must not.... zzzzzz snore.... lol.... well i've been checking out all the online comics i can....haha bobbin's been updated...wow and demon woman cried....ok i'm not making any sense cuz maybe u haven't read bobbin comics ahaha it's hilarious....really! haha oh wells....i think i'll go fall asleep on the chair i'm currently sitting on so buh bye bitchez!!! wooo! listen 2 pop princess by the click five...it's VERY nice hehehe buh byeeeeeeeeee bitchesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

2005-12-15T03:03:00.000-08:00

hey bitchez! i'm back from cara's house sleepover in fact.... ((:very fun (: we watched king kong and i cried...alot, but not as much as cara....i pulled the hood of my sweatshirt over my head when i started to cry so yeah...i dunno how cara does it, i mean like allow ppl to see her cry... it's humiliating....but omg...king kong!!!!!!!!!!!!! noooo! how could the kill him! haha through out the whole movie i had a huge urge to hug king kong...i dunno why....he's so.....KONGY! i dunno he is! haha but he's so freaking cooooollll! hahaha i'm in love with the song pop princess by the click five....it's sooo nice! damn! haha..... POP PRINCESS HOLD MY HAND, POP PRINCESS I'M A FAN, POP PRINCESS I NEED U NOW. FREAK ME OUT TURN ME INSIDE OUT. POP PRINCESS MAKE ME SMILE , POP PRINCESS DRIVE ME WILD, POP PRINCESS I NEED YOU NOW haha so nice!!!!!! yargghhhh....haha i have been hooked on this weird word...it's..... ok i warn u it's a really dumb word... haha it's shitty mama! i dunno! i'mnot calling my mama shitty or anything but i like it's odd ring... >.< haha... and i watched eon flux or however u spell that oh god it was bloody...and oh god...i wanted to keel over by the end of the movie... oh and i kept flinching when i saw thepeople getting hurt...oh and i shivered too...haha....i was cold...so sue me... haha ok i gtg buh bye bitches!

2005-12-13T04:08:00.000-08:00

well nothing much has been going on... well there are a few things that hmm i dunno... not very important...haha cara has invented extra-ded day! haha thanks to ele....i mean ok read this convo:
ele's bro: say fish
ele: fuck
ele's bro: i told u to say fish
ele: i don't give a damn ok?
what the?! i mean if u really didn't care why did u answer him? o.O? ok nvm moving on to more entertaining news.... charmaine asked me to beware of kinky men hahaha.... and she sed that i gave her stalker a boner.....o.O what the fuck? HAHA sorry but i think u got me confused with a hussy cuz i don't give ppl boners (: oh and i wanna say sorry for calling ele a mini slut in the making... sorry....but please we're twelve...no twelve year old in the right mind would walk around orchard fashing her bra around like it was a medal of honour.... >.<>.< ok that's all for now stay tuned ppl!buh bye

2005-12-11T22:10:00.000-08:00

well i'm back from cali's chalet...i'm cold and i'm tired and i don't think i can move by legs but i had to post because there has been alot going on i'd like to point out the following, ELEANOR that anon dude that is tagging ur blog, I DUN FREAKING KNOW WHO THE HELL HE OR SHE IS AND IT'S NOT MY FREND AND FYI ANON ISN'T A NAME, IT MEANS ANONYMOUS WHICH MEANS IT COULD BE ANYONE IN THIS WORLD. second is the ele copying our mannerisms, YES ELE DOES COPY SOMETIMES I MEAN COME ON, WE ALL GOTTA FACE IT, 3rd...well third is something i won't say here, fourth, I NEED TO GO HANG WITH CARA! HAHA...AND WE NEED TO TALK CRAP.. hehe and i think that's about it...well cali's chalet was fun! but i didn't sleep well...or more or less i didn't sleep at all >.< haha ok hmm anything else? oh! cara is backk! and she got snow rashes and stuff... likim is also back! woots! haha! and ele get me lip smackers! and ps, ele i didn't mean 2 offend u in anyway but COME ON u do copy us... and please for the love of all that is holy don't let me catch u, ele, wearing ANYTHING that doesn't cover ur arms because the first word out of my muth is gonna be..... SLUTTTTTTTT! hehe.... and yeah that's about i really need to sleep now buh byeeee

2005-12-09T21:12:00.000-08:00

well i'm gonna be going to cali's chalet and so i won't be around but PLEASE still sms or call if you want ((: haha....well cali had to persuade me to go cuz i kind of have the flu but it's not so bad....haha myb temp went down to 37.3 just now and i'm feeling pretty ok...so ((: who cares! wahahahahahah i'm gonna have fun hehe cali's gonna give me a lift there. (: sigh my bro and my dad just had a fight....so....erm yeah....thing's aren't so good around the house...thank god i'm leaving this hell hole for 3 days.....i'm not trying to be mean but....it's kinda sucky at my house... so yeah hahahaha.... CARA CALL ME FROM THE AIRPORT! I GTG BEYE

2005-12-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

today was really odd haha...well i got an electric shock from one of my tv wires....it stung and it's still kind of stinging...sigh haha and i went to the library and hit the jackpot.... I GOT GARFIELD AND CLAVIN AND HOBBES! wooo hahaha oh and i borrowed some other books >.<>.< buh bye bitchezzzzzzzz

2005-12-08T19:01:00.000-08:00

sigh i am having pms i'm 100% sure 5 minutes ago i was happy now i am err depressed about SOMETHING i'm not very sure of....aiyo!!!!! i can't standt this shiiietttttt..... grrrr.....sigh i'm going to the library later i wanna get some books and i also need to return my books.... sigh i'm feeling quite lazy right now but maybe later hopefully i won't be feeling so shitty.... it's the BLARDY pms and i can't do anything about it.....some IDIOT'S handphone is ringing and the idiot isn't picking it up.... >.<.....such fools..... sigh sigh.... i wanna listen to matchbox2o's unwell i miss that song >.< i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell i know right now u can't tell but stay a while and baby then you'll see a different side of me, i'm not crazy i'm just a little insane i knnow right now u don't care but soon enough ur gonna think of me and how i used to be.... lol nice song.... i am getting cramps.....and so now.... i need to go curl up and die....sigh...DAMN U PMSSS DAMN U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK BUH BYE BITCHES

2005-12-08T03:52:00.000-08:00

I FEEL SO FRUSTRATED! i wanna hit something!!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhh i think it's pms though...i'm pretty sure it's the mood swings and the anger and the bitchyness=x yech hehe... well....weird things happened to day i can't enlighten on my blog so justr come around and ask me... yeahh....my sketches r wayyy better than last time....do i sound ego? i dunno... it's a fact! >.<> charmaine asked me to em...'educate' her on some digusting things because she'll be going to a mmixed school and for some reaon wanted to be SAFE....i was shocked she didn't know what a dildo was o.0 lol i mean she is THE charmaine the girl who corrupted me and unlocked my disgusting perverted side....lol......anyway...the i told her what a boner was.....and then i dunno but we launched into this huge discussion about ....boners and stuff like that....and em yeah.... haha SO DUMB lol i know i disgust u....live with it.... MUAHAHA MUAHAHA sigh i wanna go to korea with cara.. haha....i am rotting away at home ): sob sob.....no one to talk to.....>.< i shall leave now...go sketch? i dunno....

2005-12-07T21:15:00.000-08:00

sigh i am sooo freaking bored....sigh..... i went to ele's birthday party thing yesterday ((: i had fun hehe.... charlotte bought me some lip gloss thing from the body shop....((: haha nice girl...sigh i've gone back to doing some sketchs and poems.... i'm trying to 'improve' my sketches..... i am NOT an artist i just draw cuz em i dunno cuz i feel like it? it's not meant to be a masterpiece it's meant to be a....statement..... i think i dunno..... i like it that's all..... hehe well what else to say? hmm cara seems to be having a good time in korea and likim seems to be hmm...going insane?? sigh dunno what to get for likim!!! grr! i am POOR A POOR ASS BITCH >.<..... boo hoo hoo... HAHA sighh i still need to get candy for charissa! nooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!! argh! damnnnnn what now?!.... hmmm i have sent my bro off to buy me lunch hehe...he'll take a while cuz he's eating with his frend arron.... >.<>.< hehe.... but it's true... hmm i think i'm gonna go read pinkisthenewblog haha and siapudding go check it out more funny strips of art hhehehe........ BYE BITCHEZ

2005-12-04T22:34:00.000-08:00

i wanna make this very very clear for jerome...I HATE U DAMNNIT U SUCK FREAK U!....i AM NOT a prostitute....i will not become one....second what was up with that tag about me becoming ur woman? u hate me! so how could i be ur woman...go think about that.... third no i will not bed u cuz i am NOT A CHEAP SLUT.....and dun say then r u expensive? cuz that'll be dumb! i dunno u but i hate u i wanna break ur stupid neck i wanna kill u in ur sleep! i hate u! i can't stand people like you! ergh! ergh ergh ergh! knnbccb!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2005-12-03T22:29:00.000-08:00

well i am back from my cousin's house...i slept over 1 more day so yeah hehe....but it was fun... i think it was sort of boring i have to admit and there are a few reasons..... i was constantly on ps2. and em....that's about it....so it was ok.....it would have been WAY better if my handphone battery had't died on me! grrr damn.... sigh sigh..... cara has left for korea lucky ass.... hmm becky has left for AUSTRALIA and likim has left for HAWAII damn they're lucky....and the furthest i may go is JB sigh...but i'm going to cali's chalet that's gonna be cool (: hehe.... charissa's going with me....yep yep....10th 11th and 12th of december >.< and just to tell u, jerome, if ur even reading i dun give a shit about what u think about me ok? i dun care if u dun like me.... ok that's all for now bye bye!

2005-12-01T18:30:00.000-08:00

well today is my first day at work well not yet but will be... yeah i'm working for my aunty! woot haha at holland v...woots? yeah woots...haha ok anywayz...i can't wait! i wanna go to cali's chalet NOW! haha dots... i'm kind of addicted to ashlee simpson's 'l.o.v.e' it's quite nice... yeah haha but very short though... bleah...kai's back from his chalet and something's up with his toe...lucky for me...my toe is all powerful! praise da toeee yes my toe...da ruler of da human world! wahah..ok moving on....em..hmmm.... i dunno.... hmmm think! think! oh yeah haha i owe charissa sweets >.<>> hehe oh and the cd is GREAT WAHAHAHA I LOVE IT WOOOOO! well i bet u already know that...yeah... haha.... hmm....likim sed she's gonna burn the sum 41 cd for me if i burn this one for her yayy haha.... i like the hellsong... haha it's not demonic or anything.. it's nice bwahahaha...dots....hmm anything else? oh yeah suddenly i have this huge urge to pants my bro...cuz he kicked me...i'll give him a wedgie>.< bye bye hahah WEDGIE TIME

2005-12-01T03:36:00.000-08:00

well i am back from likim's house...hehe she got me a very nice present! woot! i love my present! are u ready to find ot what it is?? yeah i think u r...it's THE YOUNG AND HOPELESS cd from GOOD CHARLOTTE! OMG thanks sooo much likim! i shall burn the cd for you! haha well i don't mean set on fire of course and she got me a hippo bookmark! woots! haha and i told her i wanted a hippo for christmas :)) haha...hippo! wooo!! i love my present! thanks likim! haha and i went to iman's house too...it's very nice (: and there was this stupid mosquito who just kept on following me around everywhere....then i killed it...MUAHAHAHA ....yeah....lol.....and i got a job! at my aunty's shop! so cool! haha.... dots....i am really happy thanks to....GOOD CHARLOTTE AND LIKIM! haha oh i went to likim's house and we did slam dunks and we clung onto the basketball hoop haha so fun!! wooooo yeah but we were fools >.< lol....-.0and it's official i CANNOT play tennis for NUTS NO WAY! haha...yeah how sad....ok that's all fer now bb!

2005-11-28T05:08:00.000-08:00

well hi...haha i'm back from escape themepark and well i'm sooo friggin tried la..... but i just felt like posting....so here i am posting....against some of my will which wants to go sleep but who cares i'm already here and likim is requesting a post..yeah i know my posts rock... hehe... well my new addiction of web comics has grown...and as u can see i have linked some web comics to my blog haha like siapudding...it's really funny in an odd way....haha....beaver and steve rocks lol yeah...woots! i can go to cali's chalet! woots woots the days draw near and that makes me happy hehe...i'm randomly listening to some music but the stupid thing on the net is playing the same songs over and over and over again....i'm goin insane.....i think i'm gonna smash my computer into bits. this is like the sixth time it's played relient k's 'who i am hates who i've been' it's nice but 6 times in a bloody row is annoying! grr.... haha ok i turned the stupid thing off...sigh no one wants to tok to me online ): bleah...hate u ppl >.< haha jk jk.... oh well my will power to blog is weakening so i shall em read my book it's really nice. the poems and the lit is very nice. cheem haha not kiding i love these boooks haha ok bb now

come on monkey! crotch thrust with me

2005-11-26T00:12:00.000-08:00

well nothin interesting has been going on these past 2 days...lol how sad oh wells...anyway haha well hmmm oh yeah btw glenn i was very happy to make u your so called coolest 'sexiest' (bleah) blog haha with music...haha i am so pro...i am his techinician haha and cali's royal blog maker...haha i am so touched...well not phyiscally touched but OH DAMN U NOE WHAT I MEAN RIGHT? haha....ok anyways...haha i've got this new addiction 2 online comics.. haha i love the comic rob and elliot haha rob is so dumb he bought this 'i monkey' it's like an ipod just well it's a monkey..haha! well u wouldn't know what i'm tokin bout haha well i'll give u a link u gotta go check it out it rocks haha i was laughin out loud when i read it (: haha and there's another comic i like called 'pudding' not as nice as rob and elliot but I LIKE IT still.. http://www.robandelliot.cycomics.com/index.php well that's the main website but i wanna show u one comic in particular http://www.robandelliot.cycomics.com/archive.php?id=74 this one is just so cool! hahaha hilarious....ROB IS HOT haha the i monkey rocks...haha elliot rocks... elliot's boss scares me....he's one twisted old dude..and i like the comic called my pet devil. haha it's cool...((: haha ok that's all for now i guess bye bye....and dun 4get 2 check out those links!

2005-11-23T06:47:00.000-08:00

tomorrow si psle results day and i am stressing like hell....haha my frend started crying yesterday and i wanted to cry sad.... boo hoo haha and chalotte sed she pooped like the wind.. yech! that sounds sick. haha so anyway i wish all u psle ppl luck and i hope all my frends and i stay in touch and stuff...((: well i'm really sad now...i think i'm gonna die...sigh sigh...so scaryyy oh well...at least cali's got her sports skool...lucky girl u! haha and well....yeahh....i'm gonna miss everyone..even the pain in the asses...hhahaha YES U HEARD ME LIKIM! haha welll...yeah...so stressful...i wish psle was never invented..whoever came up with this sick twisted idea is an evil friendless mind my language butt hole ok...yeahh....hhaahaha ok i shall go now ok bb

2005-11-20T23:32:00.000-08:00

hello once again...i am soo bored! haha i love the used! especially the song all i've got..it's really nice.. hmm i am in a very poemy mood now..so i think i'll just post a poem...dots..yeah i know.. weird and random...haha ok let's see.. i'll think of a name later..haha ok..:
u broke my heart for all to see
u leave me here and watch me bleed
ur once warm touch so icy cold
ur taste in my mouth is now sour and old
ur voice is a haunting memory
and so are the scars
u cut so deep
and these are my haunting memories
hehe....is that nice? eh not my best...sigh..i'll go work on more later...nicer ones which don't suck ok this one doesn't suck...ok i sound ego! but i dun think it sucks..it's ookk lah i guess...haha i think i'll call it...memories of a broken heart...lol is that too long? haha ok..i think i'll go play maple but before i forget! happy birthday PAMMIE! WOOOO!! haha and likim...well likim's just wayyy too free hahah ok gtg now bb

2005-11-20T01:58:00.000-08:00

well today bi helped two ppl make blogs...woo haha it was fun!!! hehe but not easy! nope nope... and i'm gonna kill charleen when i see her on thursday...haha i'm watching gilmore girls and some crazy girl from college is being well....weird...haha i shant elaborate...haha....oh yeah! kai went to an expo today and b4 i could say something he sed...NO NOT A SEXPO AN EXPO.. haha and he sed if he ever decided 2 go to a sexpo he'll tell me and bring me along...lol but i sed nah... he can go alone....haha....sexpos aren't my thing ((:....well...i was suppossed to meet kai at bkt timah plaza but i didn't go bcuz i was busy getting mad at PPL cough wheeze... shant elaborate but i'm partially over that...haha hey there's a lady on tv wearing an orange cap...it looks like a...err.....condom....lol ok ok sick but it looks odd..ahaha....my mouth hurts...i bit the side of my muth..oouucchhh...haha there's this guy that sed that another guy sounds like his mama haha so odd... ow...damn yesterday....a chair fell on my toe...and i was like OOOH FUUCKKK MY TOE MY FREAKIN FREAKIN TOE!! TOOEEEE TOOOEEEE NOOOOO DUN DIE....but it still died so too bad haha it lives once more!! haha ok gtg now bb

2005-11-18T18:54:00.000-08:00

well i kinda just woke up.....i was reallly sleepy but not anymore....well maybe a bit but not so much anymore....so anywayz....something screwed up happened last night i sent an sms to THE WRONG PERSON and the really really really wrong person.....and that lead to alot of unwanted questions that i was forced to answer....and i'm pretty sure that the person told someone about da sms!! grrr....next time i'll talk over the phone and not send smses....haha....incase i send it to the wrong person again....haha sigh sigh sigh! ok nvm...moving on....last night i listened to jason mraz's geek in the pink...it's much nicer than it sounds...haha...i listened 2 it three times it was a bit funny...haha..and then i just randomly listened to some music and watched some music videos....ggooooddddd hahaha oh wells.....i gtg now bye bye!!!

2005-11-18T04:59:00.000-08:00

just got back frome my graduation party...lol it was really fun!! haha....no one's online except kai and grace cheah...kai seems sad.... tok 2 him later or something...sigh sigh...stressing about my results now.... but for some odd reason i'm not scared to leave mgs...i mean hell yeah i will miss mgs but now i just think that there's no point to be sad...it'll just make me feel worse...so now i'm trying to convince myself that fairfield MAY be a good thing for me....but i'm not sure how all this is gonna turn out....sigh sigh ooohh my mama sez i gtg bathe!! so i guess i shall...ok bye bye

2005-11-15T23:30:00.000-08:00

hello! haha....well....my day was pretty fun...and tomorrow....rock climbing here i come!!! woot! haha but i have to wear my track pants that look like my pjs....sigh haha i'll be looking like a complete fool! )): haaha but i love rock climbing!! can't wait...i haven't rock climbed in a while but who cares?? haha ele isn't goin ((:...i'm soooooooooooooooooooo addicted to relient k!! i love them! but not as much as good charlotte! haha i love good charlotte.....stupid charleen dreamt about good charlotte coming to our school and all i can do is wish and dream and curse that they're not on mg campus playing....curses.....booo lol...ookk i'm going out with cara and charlotte tomorrow on thursday..good eh?? i'm begging u i'm begging u i'm begging u to be my escape!! lol i've been singing that for the whole day...and less than 20 ppl showed up in class!! boo hiss u ppl!! boo hisss!!!!!!!!!! haha slackers.....):< well u missed out cause we got free chocolates from mrs fong!! haha in ur face asses!!!!! lol....anyway...cara's away eating her potata....lol po-ta-ta haha i find that funny but whatever...very bored so i shall go now bb....

2005-11-14T23:41:00.000-08:00

well i'm bored bored bored and i've got a stupid sore throat bleahh...not very thrilled about anythin right now....i feel like sleeping but i can't...boo and now i'm here on my blog typing nonsense because i have no life.......sigh sighh....oh wells....ehh let me c ohhh i have my rock climbing thing on thursday...yep...and on friday i have my p.6 farewell party...so stressed out about my scores...boo....it's depressing to just think about not getting back into mgs...i'll die or worse......i'll get 1/ 300! damnnn sigh okk i shant think about the bad possibilities and just thnk about something else.....well i have finally decided that i'm gonna sleep....cause no one is on and no one wants to talk 2 me and tomorrow i may not be going to school cuz none of my friends r goin and we all just wasted away today so no point i guesss...ok i need to sleep byeeeeee

2005-11-14T05:01:00.000-08:00

well today was a good day for me! i went to westmall with cali, micheala, grace and annabell yep and then i got a free mcdonalds meal compliments of cali! haha thanks cali! and micheala got me a prezzie and so did cali! and they used their credit cards...amazing how 12 year olds have credit cards....well i'm twelve and i dun have one! boo hoo but who cares! haha yeahh the prezzies are niice((: than ks cali and micheala! hhahah and then i went home and the day soon went down hill from there...dad in a bad mood...brother had his friend over....me not a moment of peace left for myslef....sigghh....and at dinner i told my mum my friend got me a present...then when she walked into my room and saw the presents and she went...'what are those?' and i sed 'the presents my friends got me...i told u during dinner...' then she just gave me this glance that sed 'i'm on to u' i mean WHAT THE FUCK i dun need this right now damnnit! it's like she thinks i'm doin drugs! ohh yeah! i have a truck load of weed in my room mum!! yesss and i got pot stuffed in my pencil box!! and don't even ask about the ice! it's everywhere! did u check behind the fridge?? cause my cokes taped to the wall!!! yeahhh and i go high like twice a day!! oooohhhh yeahh!! like i would ever do drugs...i'd rather shove a chain saw up my ass... and when i got home today...not that this is a big deal but i got deleted by someone on msn...not that i give a shit if he likes me or not but it's just not helpin my day you know?? at first i got a bit ticked off...i mean what da hell did i do?? but nvm i dun care...lol.....yeah yeah i'm a self praising bitch...whatever!! and that's how a good day turns bad my friends...a screwed up disfunctional family is all it takes....and that's all i need to be sent off my rocker...and for now i bid you bye bye

2005-11-12T19:13:00.000-08:00

well my bday is over and i had ALOT of fun....you know with the mini fair....and my party on friday..it was funnnnn (((: haha let me elaborate....well my shift for the funfair was from 9 till 9.30 but i ended up mending the stall for the whole day...it was soooo fun! haha i yelled and screamed and handed out prizes...so cool....i was like COME TO THE COCONUTTY SNOW BOWLING GAME! WE GOT CHICKEN! HAHA COME ON DOWN WE GOT LOTSA PRIZES!! WOOOOOTTT!!!! haha and so ppl came thanks to me! haha jkjk....and guess what is sooo friggin cool about this ALL?? OUR CLASS RAISED THE MOST MONEY we beat the other classes by 200 over dollars! woooo!! and my friend said that i was a good sales person...haha.. but all in all it was fun....exhausting, but reaalllyyy fun! haha...and likim and i went crazyy behind the counter...all the little girls were flooding in and waiting for their prizes and i gave this little girl a powerpuff doll and she hugged it and ran away... SO CUUTTEEE!!!!! hahaha i rock and u all know it...((: and my bday was really fun...cara and charlotte slept over and we attacked each other with my cusions haha... and charlotte left her handphone at my house along with her lovely black jacket...haha...ook that's about all that i have to say 4 now so i guess this is good bye!

2005-11-08T02:30:00.000-08:00

well it's less than 24 hours till my birthday. and i'm harassing ppl to give me presents. HARRASS HARRASS WOOOOOOOO hahaha oh well i guess i'll be OLD this is an odd fact i shall share with u....after every of my birthdays since k2 i've dropped two teeth! so weird yeahh i noe. so i guess i'll be losing some teeth soon! hhehe not sure if that's good...but errr yeah i will be.haha...xth has tagged my blog! haha cool! haha i am happy cuz i am gonna get prezzies frm ppl! i am soo greedy but u would want prezzies on ur bday wouldn't YOU?! hhahaha dun judge me mann....my dad slipped me 10 bucks just now...hahaha...i am so freakin hungry right now. how sad. i have nothing to eat. i have gum. but it makes ppl more hungry. so unless i wanna screw myself up now i shouldn't take the gum. hahahaha....cara, charlotte and charmaine didn't come to school so i called charmaine and harrassed her to go to school. hehe cool eh?? yep then i went to kick mushroom ass...and i kept cursing the big fat mushroom i was like FREAK U! DIE ALREADY FREAKING MUSHROOM! FREAK U!.... haha so scaryy ok i shall go harrass more ppl now bb

2005-11-07T05:15:00.000-08:00

i read the most disgusting, sadistic, sad and INHUMAN thing a few minutes ago. but i just felt that this had to be known....THERE IS THIS PRODUCT CALLED BONSAI KITTEN. IT SOUNDS CUTE YES. BUT IT'S FAR FROM CUTE. bonsai kittens are like kittens that have been given a muscle relaxant before being SHOVED into bottles for the rest of their lives. FREAK IT MANN. i love animals ok? every animal! and there is no FUCKING way i'm gonna let this happen. no way! damn! this is no fake shit ppl laugh about! cats are getting shoved into bottles as i type. and the cats are alive. and growing. moving. no. growing yes. and their skeletal system gets altered to fit the bottle. i mean. DAMN HOW DO THOSE PPL SLEEP AT NIGHT? HOW DO THEY LIVE WITH THEMSELVES?! I'D RATHER JUMP OFF A BUILDING THAN DO THIS TO A CAT! i mean! dammnnnnn! how could u ppl do this? how? do u have a heart? do u? freak this man! freak this! THESE ARE TOP SELLING SOUVENIERS IN NEW YORK, CHINA , INDONIESA, AND NEW ZEALAND! WHAT IN YOUR UNHOLY MINDS POSSESSED YOU TO BUY THIS?? WHAT???SOME PPL JUST MAKE ME SICK! I HATE PPL WHO DO THIS TO ANIMALS! I HATE U ALL WHO HAVE BONSAI KITTENS! HATE U ALLLLL!!!!! FREAKS! HOW COULD U DO THIS TO CATS? WHAT THE SHIT DID THEY DO TO U? HUH? EXCEPT BECOME UR LITTLE SOUVENIER! MAYBE I SHOULD SHOVE U IN A BOTTLE! HUH!? THAT'LL BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN! DAMN U PPL MAKE ME WANNA PUKE. BYE

2005-11-06T23:21:00.000-08:00

i am so tired...soooo tiiirreeeddd sighhh.....my brain is slowly shutting down...my eyes are heavy....now i'm listening to 'dance dance' by fall out boys....... it's one of my new favourite songs. yep my other favourites are DEFINATELY........drum rools please??? hahaha just the girl...and be my escape ooohhh and belly dancer by akon...haha yep..dance dance is a bit ehhhh weird... there's a line that says...crawl into bed with me.. yep..but the tune is REALLY nice and the guitar parts are so cooollll!!!!!!!! hahahaah....now i'm listening to just the girl....i love this osng...hands down i love it....hahah...but i can't sing it ok...i can but it's not that nice when i do...it sounds better when the click five sings it! haha...well that's so obvious...'cause she's bitter sweet she knocks me off of my feet...' haha ssooooooooooooooo niice hahaha....hehe...cara has the new tatu album....i want it! bleah haha....eleanor asked me what i wanted for my birthday...and i sed A TIARA! but i was just jokin....i talk alot of crap...yeahh i do. i am falling asleep! but i have to stay awake!!! ahhhhhhhh! haha oh wells.....well i'm not getting any prezzies until wednesday... and i dunno why but i got a bit pissed when grace didn't remember my birthday... haha cuz we're like BEST FRIENDS you're not suppossed to forget! oh well sigh sigh nothin i can say i guess...ook i feel really very ultra sleepy i gtg bb

2005-11-05T18:46:00.000-08:00

heloooo....well 3 more days till my birthday!!! i just realised i have a countdown thing going on... haha how weird of me ((: well no one is online right now hehee ooh pearlynn is on now....hehe sigh sigh....charissa sed she's gonna get me a bag of sweets and when i'm not looking she sed she would eat some of da sweets.....-.-'' hahaha how meannnn bleahh!!! hahaha oh well....yesterday i jabbed myself in the mouth by accident....it hurt so muucchhhhh i scraped off some of my gum...so painful....it was bleeding yesterday but it's stopped now.....i wonder what some ppls got meeeeee hehehe....i sound like a gluton.... haha ook nvm well becky sed she got me something already but won't tell me what! how mean....and the same goes for some other ppl...who refuse to tell me what they got me..... and just leave me hanging.....and they dare torture the birthday girl????? HUUUUHHHHHHH???? hehe ook...i sound insane...yep but why do they torture me so??? someone sed they wrapped up their shit.....wow mann.......i looove wrapped shit....*rolls eyes* hehehe yes ppl i am a mean ass.....oh well .....live with......ok i gtg byeeeeee

2005-11-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

well i am as usual bored as heck.....damn it.......daammmnnn iiitttt......hehe...ok errr i'm listeneing 2 riot girl by good charlotte....it's really niceeee.....haha.....well cara is at susanah's house and eleanor is like at her friend's house...not that i really care.....but i mean...WHY AM I NOT AT A FRIEND'S HOUSE? you know why??? i have no FRIENDS that's why! sighh how sadd..... well another day....another post.... errr ignore that.... oh yeah I FINALLY WASHED MY SHOE and it's.....well it's not like sparkly clean.....but it's cleaner than b4 yeah??? haha ookkk... but now it's wet so i'll have to dry it tomorrow..... i hope i don't have to sic my hair dryer on it.....((: hehe oh well......my arm has this HUGE aching feeling....i hate it.....4 a moment i thought....hey?? am i bleeding internally??? but i doubt it.....hahaha.....i went to pinkisthenewblog.com and laughed alot hahah it's hilarious...hahah.......TRENT ROCKS.....ook haha i sound weird now.... oookkkk..... grace is coming over to return me my sleeping bagg.....snore snore...haha....well she was suppossed to return it to me a reaaallllyy long time ago.....haha....well i guess i'll go waste away and die now......)): hehehe byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my faithful readerssss oh yeah and likim!!! what r u eating man??? ur retarded!!!! hahahaha crazy!!!!!!

2005-11-05T00:26:00.000-08:00

well helooooo...hehe bad news and good news today...bad news....no contacts....good news new frameless multi coated specs >.< it's cool i guess hehehehe...... haha i'm getting them next week saturday ((: cooool eh?? hehehehe...my birthday!!! is coming!!!! yayyyyy.....hehehe becky asked me to go watch a movie with her on thursday hehehe but i haven't asked my parents yet... and i also am well..... BROKE!!! YESS PPL THE BIRTHDAY GIRL HAS ZERO $$$$$$$$ how sad... oh well....i'll just have to rob a bank hahaha.....hmm well i can't wait for this coming friday!!! charlotte sed that she can come but i'm not sure about the rest yet..... eleanor sed maybe and the sma egoes for charleen cara and charmaine..... i just wish that they would get a ove on and tell me yes or no! grrrr.....haha but i'm excited all da same.... hehehe ok err i'm not really sure what to write right now so i guess this is good bye....sob sob byeee hehe

2005-11-04T03:51:00.000-08:00

well today was booringggg my brother's friends came over and made lotsa noise and hogged the computer and tv so i stayed in my room and soon enough FELL ASLEEP....sigh then my mum called my handphone and i woke up....yep that's what i do for a day...sleep.....i wanna watch a funny movie dunno why....-.-'' my bday is 5 days in counting.....hehehe prezzies here i comeee haha i'm getting contacts...cool eh?? i'm getting my eyes tested 4 them tomorrow.....((: but it's not like everyday the wear ones... it's like the once every few times kind of thing... yep yep haha oh today in school we watched charlie and the chocolate factory and mulan 2...yep so fun and then we went on a treasure hunt because mrs.fong thought it would be fun...it was...but we had to return the stuff and we were all rushing 2 go return some of the stuff we found but ELEANOR LEFT THE PENCIL SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO RETURN IN OUR CLASS!!!!!!! SO WE WERE BUSTEDDD.. then charleen and i found cara's lil pouch on one of the desks and we had to go run around and look 4 cara's bus....haha yep...then i ate lunch in school.....how cooll haha well not really but whatever mann ok i shall go now bbbbb

2005-11-03T04:14:00.000-08:00

i am so tired..oh my head i'm so fucking wasted...really i think my head just gained 10 kg....bleah
my brother is screaming like a lady.....it's hilarious.......tomorrow we have badminton 4 p.e !! i love p.e! no really...how many of u actually like sweating your guts out....haha i dooo haha not saying that u dun or anything....-.-'' ok lol so anyway....my birthday is coming...((: charissa sed she'll get me a prezzie....a bag full of sweets 2 be exact...haha....yep...i think it's cool..cuz i got her nothing..now i feel so bad....)): and rachel choe sed she wants 2 get me someting...hahah niice oh uyeah wen i went to charlotte's bday cara put like this goth makeup on me...and sed like....U LOOK LIKE UR GONNA EAT SOMEONE'S DOG...hahaa niice i was sooo scaryyy yeah but fun.. and in da dark charleen and eleanor looked so FREAKING scary...i closed my eyes and when i opened them charleen was right infront of my face and i was like AHHHHHHH WHAT'S WRONG WITH U! DAMN IT! haahha but it's so fucking creepy!!!! yerghhhhss ok i gtg now pplz bbbbbbbb

2005-11-02T23:22:00.000-08:00

well i've just arrived home from princess charlotte's birthday sleepover...mie's next week...hehe we're born like one week apart...cool eh?? well 2 me it is. yeahh....hey i dunno but i have this plan to go to cairn hill and i mean it i do....haha....i am so freaking tired...charlotte took my space and i had 2 sleep on da floor...but so fun! hahaha and in da dark charleen and eleanor looked like ghosts.. and cara and charmaine were so freaked out and they would scream and scare themselves....so i yelled 'COULD U PLEASE SHUDDUP!?' and then we all laughed....hehehhe so fun. and we stayed up late and watched the sisterhood of the traveling pants and we were all cracking jokes like ooooo the sisterhood of the travellling underpants. so lame hahah...or the sisterhood of the traveling bra..or g-string or something haha yeahh so weird! i know. don't judge me! hahaha mean ass green ass.....>.< hahahah whatever ok i shall go and sleep now...bye

2005-11-01T01:15:00.000-08:00

hello.hello.hello. well today was fun. slacked alot....hehehehe.....hmmm let's see....i wen to da acsj webbie almost say 20?? 30?? times today. i have problems dun judge me. yeah. then i went out to get a bday prezzie 4 myself. with my mum. then i got a white nighmare before christmas bag((: really happy....yayy!!!! charlotte's bday/slumber party is tomorrow!!! woooootttt. hehehehe. i quote charlotte ' wer're gonna have fun! fun under the sun! well not under the sun but u get what i mean' haha crazy giirrlll.... oh wells....i bonked my head against a few objects today 1) a wall 2)a chair and 3) my brother's head. the last one hurt the most. did u noe when u hit my bro's head there's this nice hollow sound....almost like an echo. like bam....bam..............bam.... then it fades hahaha nice no?? haha nice yess....oh today i walked past where alex lived and maybe still lives....not right past his house just like around the neighbourhood....but nearer yeah OK nevermind! hahaha.....sighs....i shall go and emmm...do stuff......i think i need a helmet. sigh ok i shall go play maple and kick snail assssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!! hahaha btw thanks 4 da account sarah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((:

2005-10-31T01:18:00.000-08:00

yo......so today....some complete and utter MORON splotched some paint on me!!!!!!!! shit u! whoever u are!!!!!!!!!! i got green fingerprints on my bloody back!!! FUCK LAH!! ok breathe in and outttt.....ok so tomorrow.....my mum is gonna bring me to go get my birthday prezzie((: yeah!!!!! hahahaha my birthday is next week so.....u get my drift?? yeahh....hmm i duno what to ge so.....i'll ask for advice...it has to be below 50 bucks......that's quite alot to me...my last birthday prezzie was a pencil box from billabong......yep the one i'm using right now....i have a badge on it that says 'simon says u suck' and it's soooo ture cause u suck!!! wahahaha.... whatever. haha so i'm not very sure what to get i shall ask charlotte amd cara and ppl... last yer=ar i wanted BLACK nail polish...no i am no goth poser bitch....i just LIKE this stuff ya noe? i mean i like da colour black is that so fuckin bad?! haha okkkkk....nvm......i'm trying to stop bitting my nails...i never really did bite my nails but since PSLE started i've been biting them all the time....and there's nothing even left to bite!!! and my fingers hurt a bit...but that's cause my brother stepped on my hand....so...yeahhh...hahahah how lame. oh well...i was born lame.. u got a prob with that?! huh?! yo man!!! u got a prob with that?! hehe whatever... i can't wait for charlotte's birthday!!!!!!!! yayyyy!!!!!!!!! heheheh!!! happy birthday dear charlotteee happy birthday to u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha i still can't believe i'm born in the same month as yyx!! damn it! ok hahaha i am soo mean ok bye bye now....have fun and tagg my board or i'll hunt u down and rip your insides out.....((:

2005-10-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

heyy...haha i just watched doctor do little did i spell that right?? whatever then they had the bloopers and the monkey (he's french) he sang 'there's a place in france where the naked monkeys dance' so funnnyyy hahaha go all u naked monkeys!!! well today i went to plaza sing with charlotte, claire, calista, charissa and beverly... so fun...we went to spotlight to get supplies for our fun fair stand called coconutty snow bowling!! cool eh?? hahah a few days ago oe of them brought AN ACTUAL COCONUT to school !!!so dumb!!!well.... i'm still working on those key chains for the prizes...just finished one up just now... and hmm nothin much besides that...oh yeah kai called in da morning and said i sounded malay! AS IF MAN AS IF! haha it's just that my english is wayy better than yours dude....oh yeah...i saw miss jayanthi at plaza sing!! so cool!!!!!!! hahaha and cali brought dare i say...110!! DOLLARS!! it was well shocking she met us after her bowling practice....she's lost weight since her training started you can really tell...hahah but WE'RE ALL GONNA MISS U WEN U GO 2 SPORTS SCHOOL CALIIII!!!! ((: haha a boarding school how cool!! well...maybe we could visit her during the hols..... i hope.....maybe she'll still be training....hope not....hahah.... oh yeahh charlotte's birthday is comin up and i am so psyched!!! hahaha i'll be sleeping over and having fun with my frends!! haha yeahh btw...this may be a bit early but... HAPPY BDAY CHAR LOTTE!!! HAHA OK BB NOWW

2005-10-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

hey...... my brother is watching lord of da rings..... i find it quite boring actually.....yep...... my friends is in love with orlando though haha i'm not saying he's not hot cause he is like so so lah... but i'm not going to sit and watch lord of da rings JUST for orlando.......but max theiriot from da pacifier is cute........ hahah ok ok stop now....so anywayz hahah was soooooo bored during da mgs blackmore tour...no doubt the new school is beyond cool but 1)the things still had that bad freshly made smell.....and 2)it was just plain boring....3)well......it wasn't THAT impressive most of the improvements made were for da teacher's areas....hahahahaha.....so not much for da students ya know?? hahahaahah but besides that today was so fun!! in school we did nothing!! just loafed around like mindless foolshaha but it was nice lah......i guess....hahah then we went to da comp lab and hahaha we played like icy tower instead of da funny design thinggy we were suppossed to do......yeah!!! OK OK I GTG OW BUT I AM SOOO NOT A HORNY KID BTW!!! HAHAHAHA BYEEEEE

2005-10-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

i am currently on messenger with cara who is not responding to any of my friggin messages... probably on da phone. today was so damn fun!! i went online and....haha get this i freaked LIKIM out!!!! cool eh?? not a prob for da master.....i showed her the show you my monkey cartoon...hahaha nice eh?? then she went off then came on again....but this time with her cousin.....ANSELL yep cool name.......i'm not shitting u man...cool name.......den haha as usual i freaked her out....and then she went offline.......then came on again......to tell me her cousin thinks i am weird in a good way...and not to mention FUCKING HILARIOUS!!! but not a surprise....really i mean...... i know i am hilarious man!! but i learnt to be hilarious from da master!! (no not u cara) FRUIT FLY BABY!! AND SUPERFLY!! AND THAT ALSO FUCKING HILARIOUS GERBIL DUDE!!! YEAHHHH...... thank u joecartoon!!! hahahaha..... so anyway...she went off......)): cause she had 2 sleep...but we all have to sleep anyways..... ok i'm reading a book called the rise and fall of a teenage social climber...it's so cool!!! damn it's ICE COLD!! yeahhh it has vulgar words like bitch...bastard......fuck.... and others but nothing new.... just the same old crude stuff we all know and love.......yeahhh ok i gtg now but i shall leave u with thisn phrase which is close to my heart ....... BARNEY GOT NO FRIGGIN DICK BABEY!!!

2005-10-20T20:46:00.000-07:00

guess what cali?? i can go 2 ur church!!! again!!! wahahaha i rok don't i?? hahahah gonna c foxyyy and clai and grace and woooot hahahahahahahahah mich hwang went da last time... most unholy person i ever met hahaha but she's cool yeah??? funkeyyyy!!! i shall wear my army pants and no fear shirt....yeah....go me!!!! ok but i gotta call grace and ask her 2 give me a lift yeah wooperdeedoo!!! hahaha...... so anywayz......i'm going to malaysia.......for da hols maybe maybe not...dunno but i dun really care that much((: ok so anywayz i shall have fun...i made juic ejust now((: i like apple and orange juice!! i rok so hard dude!!! hahah i am sooo hard core mannnnnn......whatever.....do u guys actually read this stuff? man!!!! hahahah dude my freakin head i'm so wasted!!! hahah so cute...now i'm just babbling ok i'll stop byess

2005-10-19T20:15:00.000-07:00

ok the other day i went out with cara and we ran into these two ppl asking to donate
the first one was a girl....she was ok nort THAT pushy and i donated one dollar not so much aye?? but THE SECOND guy was so damn friggin pushy i hate him!!!! he was like ok i'll type out da convo...damn dat friggin dude....:
dude: hey i'm doing this ex-convict thing i'm not asking you to donate
cara: we're in a hurry
dude: wait tis will only take two minutes of ur time (my ass)
me: ok what
dude: blah blah blah blah so could u donate 5 dollars??
me: i dun have 5 dollars( liee)
dude:*sees 5 dollars in my pocket* ahh i c 5 dollars lah can donate??
me: i can't spend all my $$
cara: i don't have any money
me: bitch!!(i called her that as a joke and becaus e she had more money than me)
cara: slut!!
dude: sooo can i have 3$$ at da least
me: sigh fine...
then we walked away.....wen we were out of ear shot i yelled " fuck you u fuckin dick head!! 2 minutes my ass!!! fuckin pushy bitch head!!! sluuuutttt bitchhhhhhh!!!! u dun have to donate my shit!" cara looked shocked......heheheh ok i feel better if a teenaged guy asks u to donate for ex convicts give him da middle finger.....or kick him...either one is good. ok i sound mean i better leave before i smash my computer okie byeeeee

2005-10-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

heyy...bad news you guys.....hillary and joel broke up....at least that's what i heard...had a gewd day 2day...it's my pop's bday 2day!!! happy bday pops!!! love ya dude!!!((: smell my monkeyyy!
i feel....happy but yet sad.....can't tell you why cause this is just waaayyy too personal.....but a few of you know why i'm sad....yeah hey....i played a plan on clara....haha yeah i'm so evil!! yeah whatever but now.....i feel depressed...pms has thus begun....screwing with everything..... DAMN U PMSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! damnnnnnn ok ok i feel better noww. yeah i do! went out to shop wid cara! u rok my socks dude!!! hahaha thanks 4 da striiingggg hehehehe whatever man.....ok....dunno what 2 say but......I LIKE-A DO DA CHA CHA DA CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA!!

2005-10-18T02:30:00.000-07:00

well decided to make a new poem....haven't been commited...so i shall make a poem. well here goes....keep in mind that this is on da spot thinking!!! ok??!! good
poem by kthleen da great:
petals of a black rose
scattered across the ground
little children crying
but no one hears a sound
waiting for something to happen
we sit here wasting time
we feel something burning
deep inside we cry.
ok ok??? yep i think it deserves a 6 at least.....yeahh a six.....ok gtg now tokin 2 me homeyyys!! but wait!! dun forget to where flowers in ur hair!!!!!!!!! won't u take me down to funky townnn?!hahah ok bye now!

2005-10-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

i'm going to da library tomorrow...yeah ok wanna her some lines from eminem's rain man?! surreee ya do... ok....i ain't got no hands, or no legs, hi , my name is.....I FORGOT MY NAME!!! hahah then skip a few lines.........dr dre dr dre, is it gay to play putt putt golf wid a frend and watch his butt butt as he tees off...hahah so funnnyyyyy....((x.........hahah so anywayz......i went to orchard wid cara and while we were woking we were like ' i kill big butts so i'm a ass-sasin.' so funyyyy!!! i laughed and laughed my ass off.......well it was funny at the moment and now it just seems lame.. hahaha ok we were on the escalators then cara kept calling them elevators....well it would be funnier if u were there....so retarded.....hahahahahaha we ate at mcdonalds!!! piggy babeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy paul turned 25!! woooooo go you!!! we good charlotte fans love you even if ur 10000000000000000000000000 years old!!! haha go 2 www.goodcharlotte.com benji's posts make me laugh so hard that i cry.....hahahah byeeeeee

2005-10-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

hahah grace and i are having a tag board fight...hahah i'm losing......but you can't win when u challenge PURE EVILLLLLL HAHAHAH so anywayz....today was fun.......oops apparently grace has tagged back and now i have to go chaeck my tagg board aiya...check later... hahahah ok everyone!! listen here my friend the prefect....the one and only grace cheah( who is no match for my best friend grace lee) has written a book called ZONKEY hahah so cue!! u must love it or else! HAHAHAHA. go you!!!! woooooo hey your sister hit me in da head....she's evil!!!! argghh ok gtg now bb

2005-10-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

i am so pmsy i am pissed and i dunno why go me.......bleah........i wanna die die die die........like a bird who got shot and is falling out of da friggin sky.......wtf am i tokin bout?! shit......i'm so freakin messed up...............dunno why....eleanor if ur reading this could u please not talk about the fight charmaine and i had?! the whole world doesn't need to know. it's badenough she dragged u in.......so yeah......plaese take that post off as soon as possible...thx in advance...if u don't take it down by err... next week be prepared to feel a whole new world of pain.i can and will break a person's(hint) neck if necessary. get my drift?!good. it's 4 your bodily health....... me on the other hand...i actually enjoy beating people into a pulp so go me......w.e.m.........yeah today i had fun wid cara and charlotte and charleen.........i am going to cali's and grace's church...hahah it's gonna be fuuunnnnnn....hahah apparently there is a gay boy i am DYING to make fun of.....so yeah....my gay senses are tingling.........hehehehe........well gtg now bb!!

2005-10-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

all of a sudden i feel this overwhelming feeling of piss-offishness...is that a word???well i don't care....it's my word......tomorrow we have this etiquette classes it's gonna be weird....hahah cali will most likely break something... go cali!!!!!hahah ok my life is going down the pee hole and into the errr shit hole?! yeah whatever..... and now.....psle has come and gone.....and i'm as ready as i'll ever be .....i'm going 2 jump off a building....hey comment.....which skewl should i pick as my 2nd choice??fairfield or st. marg....rachel cho sed fairfield...hahah st marg got spots everywhere....and a dot dot here and a dot dot there....lol mrs chua sang during chaple and ruined this whole song.......wow go u!!!ok ok whatever....bye......good charlotte rocks

2005-10-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

hi!!! PSLE is almost over.... so happy...i'm going out with my homeys on monday right after dar exams......((:nice eh?? hahahah i need to get a new wallet cause my older one broke so i'm forcing cara to come and help me pick one out...((: yeah she keeps insisting that she broke it but i dun think so!!! it was already a crazy wallet((: not ur fault!!!!!!!!!!ok?????? gewd hahaha so anyway i was revising chi wid ak da chi genius...walau u got like 98 and a friggin half a.k is amanda koh btw hahahah genius ger.....hahahahahah so yeah and kerianne like copied some chinese words and her lao shi thought she improved hahahaha i laughed my ass off...... ahah HER improve??? no way!!!!! ahahha so mean...but yeah...no lah! keri rocks my socks!!!! woooo ok hahhhahaah sorry can't go out wid u foxy!! u can ask ak yeah?? good....heheheh will go out sometime during da hols........ hahah 4 my bday i shall invite you all and we can have a good time......hehehe i expect a prezzie no prezzie no go.....hahahaha nah buddies!!! woooo hey i wanna shout out to gracey dude!!! hahaha wanna go hang out at ur house during da hols!! we can go kill snails!!! yeah...damn snail went into hiding....sigh....last time i killed like 10 snails by throwing rocks and sprinkling salt on them...so evillll yeah whatever....hahaha ok.....hahaha u so evil!! went to pull the chair from under ur sis!!!! haha and u laughed at her.... on purpose....u still continued laughing when she cried!! woo gob u!!! that's the evil grace we all know and love!!!! ahahahaha go dudey!! as for grace cheah....walau so mean....hahahah hey how's da zonkey coming along?? fine i hope((:.....ok whadever...byee

2005-10-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

it's psle. and i'm posting. whta's wrong with me i am not very sure. but there has been this sickness called kathleen is a slacking bitch. i think i caught it.yes. i am very sure. the symptoms are. being dumb. well i sure as hell got that down. being lazy. CHECK. and many others i can't think of right now. ok i dunno why. i was revising math today.(let's all clap..the slacker ACTUALLY did work.) and the question was,how many balls does SANDY have. i mean come. if u wanna set those kind of questions at least make it a boy!! and by the way sandy u better go get yourself checked....it's not normal 4 a girl 2 have 800 balls.......-.-" doesn'tit hurt whenu walk??? errr....hahaha yeah that's a bit personal i got it......(snicker).....i'm listening 2 the all-american rejects the song is called swing swing.....i love it! and i got a blink 182 song...all the small things i love that song too....u call it obsession i call it over selecting....i shall post the lyrics..
swing swing..
Days swiftly come and goI'm dreaming of herShe's seeing other guysEmotions are stirThe sun is gone The nights are long And I am left while the tears fallDid you think that I would cry On the phone?Do you know what it feels likeBeing aloneI'll find someone new[Chorus:]Swing,Swing,SwingFrom the tangles ofMy heart is crushed by a former loveCan you help me find a way to carry on againWish cast into the skyI'm moving onSweet beginnings do ariseShe knows I was wrongThe notes are oldThey bend They foldAnd so do I to a new loveDid you think that I would cry On the phone?Do you know what it feels likeBeing alone?I'll find someone new[Chorus]Bury meYou thought your problems were goneCarry me Away,Away,Away[Chorus x4]

it's a bit messed up i know but yeah...... whatever...u can still read right....???? good...tee hee...byeee gotta shake off the slacker blues and be a study geek bye yall!!! remember... bloodzilla is coming run for it!!!!! hahah and always remember!! represent good charlotte cause u know they r representing u!!byeeeee

2005-10-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

heyy......good luck 2 u all who are taking psle......u go dudes!!!! woooooooo!! hahahaha.....so anyway.....my current addiction is......the song......addicted.....hahahah kidding......but i do like that song but right now i really like good charlotte's the anthem......yeah i love that song....i also like boyfriend by ashlee simpson....but i love the anthem...i love everything about good charlotte! well i think my blog skin says that but u get me don't u?! i hope so.....hahahahah byeess

2005-09-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

HIHI!!wat's up???hope u guys r good and ready 4 psle! k?? good yep...so anywayz....my frend told me clarissa yap and her frends were writing in a book and miss soh confiscated it and read it....u noe what they wrote about??!! ahahaha u really wanna know???ok fine....PANTIES! ew yuck! 4 da love of pete! who the hell writes about THAT??!!! ew.....)): ok now i have to get back 2 work hehehe bye!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-25T02:15:00.000-07:00

heylo.....i am still counting down the awful days till my life is over....yes 9 and a half days till psle english....then comes math then CHINESE the evil the only reason i hate living! chinese and of course i also hate living because of global warming and stuff but you get my drift right????yeah hope you do......i have this really bad sinking feeling whenever i think about chinese and psle and chinese with psle but yeah.........wooooo i feel so sad waaaaaaa...oh yes poor me......boo hoo hoooo
i ahte my life so much...i had this awful dream it just played in my mind and couldn't stop...cara told me about it and after that i couldn't stop thinking about it so yeah i dreamt about it....here is my dream..
cara: omg! omg! 247! yeah baby!!!!
charmaine:wooot yeah 233! wooooottt!
charlotte: yeees!232! hah!
eleanor:wooooooo256! ye-ah!
everyone:kathleen wad did you get??
me:199....sigh...don't 4get me k???
and that's what happened all night....every single second of the freakin night! and now i am half dead and i've been doing eng and sci since 11 yep.... sigh...bye...gotta get back 2 work

2005-09-24T00:32:00.000-07:00

oh no!!! psle is 11 days away! am i prepared???? nooooooooo far from it! cara can make it! charlotte can make it charmaine can make it DAMN eleanor will sure as hell make it! but will i!??? well i dunno! maybe by some freak chance i will but noooooo other then that i will not make it....... i made myself swear that i would study really hard but did i stick 2 it....HELL NO!!! shit i'm running out of time i'm so stressed out! i know it's gonna be great once it's over but i can't stop thinking about me not coming back 2 mgs! i love mgs with all my heart and soul and i can't not go back! i'd rather DIE! shiiiiiiitttttt.....wat am i doing here??? i should be studying!!!!!! arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIAAAAATTTTT!!!! ok ok i'm gonna go do my chinese now....every hour of not doing chinese gives me a slap! ok yeah....goooooddd..... ok i'm gonna go do my chinese!!!!! arghhhhhhhhh i gotta go brush up on my science 2! and god i need help! i need hypnosis i rad in the news paper this boy got hypnotised into getting full marks for his ting xie and he did! wooot! go u!!!!!!!!!!! ok i am going now........ BYE! WISH ME LUCK K????

2005-09-23T02:07:00.000-07:00

hey hey my p-p-l.hahahahaha yar yar wadeva larzzzz.....sigh i just made a huge sneeze and now my throat hurts....don't ask me y cause i dunno y........anyway......sigh becky i will wring your neck.......wring wring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i can't believe i just sed that 2 -alex- wooooot y! y! y! y! to remeber your scent??? what the hell????? ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww god becky!!!!! god!!! sick ew and the underpants! don't even get me started! ew!!!!!!! ew!!!!!!!!!! i can't belive i did that!!!!!!!!!!!! shiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so super sucky!!!!!!!!!!!!ok i will go fling myself over the window ledge and die......... woot! go me!!!! byeeee

2005-09-21T05:44:00.000-07:00

hey sorry i didn't actually finish typing my post......yeah my bro got mad an scraed me out of typing so yeah...........my mum just came back and they're at it again now because he pushed me off my chair and kicked me in the bladder...yeah BLADDER i wanted to leap on him and kill him but no lar...... too hurt owwww.............he WAS mad and yeah...aiya....never mind lah used to it liao........so yeah....wadeva......wah so many people r depressed sob sob oh waaaaaaa oh yeah! CHARMAINE! youuuuu!! ahhhhh killllll uuuuu! why'd u name my bf COBY! (in her book not in real life) eeeeeks!!!!!! coby bryan is that how you spell it???ok never mind....anyway......coby bryan is a CHILD MOLESTER!!!!!!!!!! eeeeeeeew! sick.....aaahhhhhhh i kid you not!!! he was accused of child molestation!!!!! yeeeerrrrkkkkkkkk! hahahahahahaha ok ya but it's wierd lah..... hehehehe ok i gtg byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-09-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

well my bro is fighting with my mum right now....yeah....he called her a bitch.....he's an ass......yeah i know it's mean but still helooooooooo u can't call your mum that!!!! i mean.....really! shit la........sigh....fight this fight that sigh shit la SHIT! i am half dead and oh ya about my last post...i was really emmmm... depressed and angry and sad and em stuff......so yeah....if i pissed any of you guys off then i'm sorry........ooookk.......sigh........they're screaming and my bro is blaming me for smoething......EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT! i don't even know what the hell they're talking about........ok........my mum's walking out to check the mail.....ok my mum just left i'm stuck here with my bro and he's really mad.....ok i gtg cause he's comin and he's really ma

2005-09-19T02:43:00.000-07:00

hihi peoplez.....sigh no one's online....come on ppl go online for meeeeeeeeeee!sigh......fine leave me here to rot!!! i'm already rotting.....sigh... in feel so alone!....alone!!!!! i'm so saaad! waaaa hahaha ya wadeva lar......oh i wrote a poem with cara and the only reason it's cheem is because cara helped...thankies....good ger so smart....hahaha i make no sense do i???? sigh....ok wanna see my poem ???the one that cara did not help with and so is very un-cheem....? fine since u asked so nicely...i will show it to you but beware it will blind u with it's suckyness..
a broken girl.
crying inside.
she fakes a smile.
and dries her eyes.
she says that she will cry no more.
but on the inside she still mourns.
niiice???? nooooo kathleen boo hiss you suuuuk!!!!!!!!!!!! hiiiissss booooooo ok wadva...don't hurt me!!!!!!!!!! waaahhhhhh...boo hiss urself......

2005-09-18T02:29:00.000-07:00

sigh well i just got home from orchard and stuff.....it was kinda boring....i smsed my fwend hahahaha so funny but i will not say anything here........hahaha ya wadeva........i was at the bus stop then i thought about orange soda and who loves orange soda?????? kel loves orange soda!!! is it true?????mm hmmm i do i do i do ooooooo....hahahaha ya kel is a moron but he's so cool. so anyway em i mentioned about this -alex- guy in my last post yeah it's not the real alex...sigh 2 bad....but it's another person ok....just don't wanna confuse u guyz....so the real alex will be refered to as....em......alexander yeah i'm so uncreative....yeah wadeva......then this mystery dude will be called alex. MUST NOT MIX UP!!!!! hahahahahaha.....seriously.....don't. i saw alex's pic on friendster....hahahaha no offence but so wierd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha..... i dunno how u look like now but ya your pic is wierd la.....no offence...ok????? sorry hahahaha.... well... em..... hahaha i heard the poem beans beans the musical fruit the more you eat the more you toot....haha so dumb but i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha ok i'm insane........byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-09-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

i met this guy yesterday. my frend's frend ya. i shall not name him for obvious reasons which are not so obvious to some of u. i shall call him alex...hehehehehehe....ya shutup la!i'm not blushing no im not!charmaine don't get THOUGHTS no i did not see alex naked u got that HEAR ME! HEAR ME! HELLO! good. better not tell ppl i did! i will rip out all your hair at once and paste it on my wall hahahaha no la.i will kill u though and give u that mean look that makes u wanna curl up and die.hahahahaha.ya so evil eh???today was fun....kinda i got pissed at a certain someone.i shoved my foot up his big fat ass. i shall bitch slap u! u hear me??! BITCH SLAP!!!! my bitch slap i lethal....... muahahahahahahaha who asked u????? ALL I SED WAS GOOD MORNING! u! arse! then u waked my head and called me a bitch! wat the hell r u on man!!!! wat kind of dope r u taking!sigh......i wanna crawl in to my hole and die........sigh........byeeeeee

2005-09-15T01:13:00.000-07:00

well school was ok fun.....i guess so stressed! ahhhh! sigh sigh double sigh.waiting for cara or charmaine to come online.but sigh no one is here..they left me here!!!!!!!noooo.tomorrow is psle listening compre so bad i suck at that.sigh.sigh.sigh.triple sigh.i'm gonna fail my chinese for sure.100 percent.i'm just a little dunmb ass.sigh...........i'm tired of being so stupid.....and i like cara's book so nice.i'm jewalous.and charlotte's so nice. ihaven't read charmaine's but it'll be nicer than mine. and i haven't read eleanor's but it'll be nicer than mine 2. i went 2 happy tree friends again.yaya i'm sadistic lah.it's nice being evil.and lumpy is so hot! lol hahahahahha...my bro is being mean 2 me so i'm a bit sad right now.......y does my life suck so much.....well i dunno....sigh...i'm so pathetic........byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-09-09T00:46:00.000-07:00

hi! i just made a blog 4 charlotte hope she likes it*hint hint* u better!!!!!!!!!!!hhahahaahaahhaha
well, i neva realised that i'm pretty good at this stuff.......hahahaha i'm so vain ya ya ya ya wadeva hmmmmmmmmmm i'm so proud of me.....yes yes yes..............my bak hurts....im gettin old tsk tsk tsk.....i'm too old for dis........now where's my walkin stick?cough weeze weeze...faints chokes....gasps for air...dies

2005-09-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

oh my god.i think im gonna puke.if u think u've seen bad.let me tell you what the hell bad is.horror scenes aren't bad.gettin ur eyes poked with a fork isn't bad.no but seeing your parents kissing and stuff is bad.the only thing worse is seeing them naked.thak you lord for sparing my eyes a bit.god.i noe they love each other but.god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ewwwwwwww! i really wanna PUKE. i really feel sick.i wanna die.ok...enough of that.i read book 6 of the mediator! omg it rawks.but it's the last book:(.i wont tell u ppl who r reading because i told cara and it spoilt her good mood. sorry cara! hehehehee!but u noe wad makes ur good mood bad????seeing ur parents makin out.aaaaaaaaaahhhh! god the image the image! i have realised that i suck at klabutong.it's a game like table hockey. just with an elf(an ugly elf) and a candy cane.......yep u gotta work it out ...........i will go and burn my eyes now....c you...wait no after thisi long not to c ever again.

2005-09-05T21:08:00.000-07:00

gooooooooooooooood morning my goooooooooooood ppl! how was your day?mine j=just started! :)) so lame....ok anywayz....em......i just ate bread and i'll take this time 2 say HAPPY BDAY RACHEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah but i'm broke i only have about 3 bucks lets c wad i can get u:)................oo i will get u a melted slurpee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol.....hmmmmm i really dunno...............hahahahahaha im a sucky frend. waaaaaaaaa........waaaaa so wassup wid u dudes?????????? im a borin old grandmama yep.

2005-09-04T23:09:00.000-07:00

well em hi...i'm really tired and i got a blister on my foot.i'm workin on my book....it's goin quite well yeah! i got a new good charlotte cd tour edition...niiiiice.....

2005-09-03T19:33:00.000-07:00

hello all.....i got an mp3 player!!!!!! so kewl!!!!!:))))) i got it frm comex that computer fair .....my dad dragged me there and i ended up gettin an mp3 player!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!!i wanted the zen one but nooooooooooo.... i got an aigo one i haven.t heard of this brand b4 but my mum sed 2 get it cause it was cheaper then the zen.it's cute lah...it look like an egg.kind of like an egg.....and they gave me free mini speakers! so kewl!well anywayz.....i made pancakes for breakfast......my mum ain't feelin well so she's still asleep and it's almost 11 am....yep.........sleeeepy....hehehehehe......i watched DUDE WHERE'S MY CAR last nite it was so funny! the dudes were like....SHIBBY!hahahahahah and some psycho ppl were wearin bubble rap......hehahahehahehehehe....and there were these two aliens and the evil one was the group of ladies....so they kept copyin the good guyz so they were like:
good guyz:we r da keepers!
evil ppl:WE r the keepers.
goodguyz:stop copyin us
evil ppl:no u! stop copyin us!
good guyz:bitch...
evil ppl:<>
hahahahaha so funny! byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-09-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

hello all my adorin fans...hahahaha.i saw HER yes.beatrice and loo-loo kins. the conversation went like this:
beatrice 2 looloo kins:hahahahahahahaha oh ur my bez bud
looloo kins 2 becky:oh i am! cool!
me:(glare)fat pigs.
girl:wat???????
me:none of ur bees wax
yep.nice eh?yes very nice.bein a loser rocks eh?well i wrote a song and i'm workin on a new one the new one is called death bed.yes i noe it sounds wierd but u gotta here it first.ok????dun judge me ya fools!!!!!!hahahahhahaha jk jk.....i felt sad but i am better nowi think.but i still feel a bit sad.yep.i so messed up.my bro is watchin kung fu hustle.it's kinda funny but it is so dumb.i just went to www.happytreefriends.com it was soooooo funny yet scary i was like ooooooooo shiiiiiittt nooooooooo then boom! the little thing exploded....u just gotta watch it.to know wat i'm tokin bout. ok???bye

2005-09-01T02:57:00.000-07:00

wat is goin on.i noe i insulted beatrice and loo-loo kins and i do kinda feel bad...but...i dun really give a damn.and i seriously think i shouldn't.and i wont.i have decided that from 2day there's no point makin friends.cause all they do is come bak and kick u right in the ass.well maybe i dunno.ok listen 2 wad i have 2 say.everybody judges someone once in their life.i'm not judin beatrice or loo-loo kins.i can't say i haven't but i can say that i'm not right now. but.they had no right to do wad they did.or say wad they sed.or wadeva they will say and stuff.but i dont care at all.yes i'll be mad but i dont care u noe y??????????????? cause i frickin give up.yeah u heard me.i give up.u win.shit.....................

2005-08-31T20:50:00.000-07:00

hi.i decided not 2 post the song.so if u wanna noe the song i't in my special song book in skool.but fear not they're not like sandy seah's.OMG.wad if they r!!! shiet well i feel like the whole world is against me.and yep it's true.the world is against me.shiet.not only does the world hate me.my so called frends hate me.well shit 2 me huh? i never did anythin.notin at all.never backstabbed.or any shit like that.and the other day i was lookin at my neoprints and i saw that she-my ex bestfrend-coverd my head with a decoration. all that was freakin left was her face and her new bezfren's face.i shall call my x bez frend-beatrice and her new bez fren-loo-loo kins.yep.wadeva...so loo-loo kins and beatrice.if ur laughin rite now.well shove it up ur ass....nimrods.kk that was a bit mean but i am angry.that i.o shit it's not klike any of u guys care.no one cares.yep it's true all u care about is urself....yep....go ahead beatrice and loo-loo kins admit the truth.if u dun.then fine.i.dont.CARE.

2005-08-26T20:30:00.000-07:00

ooooo i am sooo corrupted! hahahaah! yep thats me! well i am sara. charmaine is suze....cara is stephi while diane is well hahahah ok she was phillys....i noe i'm so wierd but that name makes me laugh my ass off.....ok but now she's smantha....sam 4 short....we r the 4 asses.....(poot) lol charmaine is so funny!!!!!hahahaha yeah! KINKY dude! lol well i'm a padawan.....hehehehehehe charmaine is my jedi...and cara is da master......thats wad charmaine sez lol it's kewl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no....it's KINKY!ok i will stop now...........at least try 2.....heeheehee....... well i was online till about 10 last nite tokin 2 charmaine...my eyes turned PUFFY and hers did to....hahahahhaha....hey wait charmaine sed kinky ppl have puffy eyes....lol so funneeeeee and she used cara as an xample!well wait cara! hope ur ear gets better!!!!!i hope mine does 2....i got hit in the head with a ball.....and my ear is throbbing like shit.... hahahahahaha well i gotta go poop now.....byeee

2005-08-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

today was the student teacher netball match....it was soooooo funny .....the teachers sucked! hahahahaha.....lao shi was so funy! go lao shi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mrs fong was funny 2!!!!! just wanna shout out to cara charmaine n ppl!
charmaine:u have corrupted me!!!!!!!!!!but it was a good kind of corrupt i think...damn laughin my ass off......his name ain't lexus......
cara:waaaa! cara so cool!!!!!!!!!! lol u r kinda corrupted 2! and now i am 2!!!!!!!!! but not as much as u guyzzz........try 2 control urself frm slappin charmaine.....CARA ROCKS!she will sic her doll on u!!!
well thanks 2 charmaine and cara(mostly charmaine)i am now corrupted....anyway....i was walkin home 2 day and on the road they had a big bold word that said....HUMP but there was no ahead...but anyway i just stared at it and laughed.in my mind i was like...HUMP! OMG!!!!!! and i was like DAMN i look like a freak laughin at the word HUMP!!!! i am a freak..................

aloha

2005-08-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

well i'm so stupid......well i noe that and YOU noe that and we noe that so....ya....i got so damn low for my math i only got 72 and a 1/2! that sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!this is so lame!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so dead wen i get bak my chinese paper tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!there's no way in hell i'm passin that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit! damn! crap!! i'll just go and fail like i always do! oh god ! i need tissue! and an ice pack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and a GUN a BIG GUN or i could just eat soap.......................i gotta go 2 the sink now.................... bye.......